Wednesday, August 1
Audition ytd.at the sight of desmond they all. i kena stage fright.perhaps its because the first time on stage performance without yingen, za and wl.well, i really miss them like hell lehh! Marching rehearsal today.and the seniors decided not to play.cos they have to buy a new tee well, i do agree with them is a waste of money.but then for the sake of band, cant that be done?and im therefore made to be the conductor for that few mins. i hate being up there.but it may be a good idea afterall for some reasons.im sorry.
i kept saying i want to come.
but im always tied down by band
i know that i can just walk off.
IF i dont care about my responsibility
but first, i do
second, i somehow think that its weird for me to go.
i dont know why.
9:15 PM
